June 2013
103 posts
Why is it that the idea of happiness seems more and more impossible to.me? Sigh…
things i can’t imagine:
- someone having a crush on me
- someone thinking about me during random times of the day
- someone getting butterflies by thinking of me or talking to me
- someone wanting to talk to me but doesn’t, thinking they’ll annoy me
- someone thinking i’m genuinely cute and wanting to kiss me
- someone wanting to date me
- someone falling in love with me
- someone
- having
- a
- crush
- on
- me
I hate this. I hate who i am. I hate having theses feelings. I can’t stop crying. My love life has been utter shit the past 2 years and it’s all my fucking fault. I just want to rip my heart out and be done with it
i need to get a job this summer who wants to hire me to walk around your house dressed in a little maids outfit i wont clean but i’ll bend over alot and stuff
no one has a crush on me. i am too strong to be crushed
